I have been thinking of deeper meanings in everyday life. Why it's raining and why it suddenly changes to sun. Is it mixed in with our feelings or emotions. Rain representing fear, depression, anger, something bad is going to happen. Sun representing things getting better, happiness, relaxation. And for ever long it last's in a day. For example, if it rains for a long time then starts misting until the sun comes out it means that something unpleasent would happen for a long time but you slowly get over it in due time and ready to grow again.



Dreams have a lot of meaning. Some of them are straight up this is what will happen, and others having to go deep to find out what it means.

One dream i had and still remember to this day was when i was still living in Boise, Idaho and was about 10-12 years of age. This is all of what i remember.

It's dark and mysterious, and i crawl out of bed afraid. When I'm at the door the floor is gone and big phychodelic mushrooms pop out of the floor. Under the mushrooms it's boiling green liquid. I hopped on the mushrooms trying to get to my parents room which was just down the hall. It seemed like the room was never ending and I was stuck jumping from shroom to shroom, trying not to fall in the boiling liquid. But I never gave up and ran faster to the room then suddenly stopped to look behind me and it was black. The mushrooms slowly dissapeard and I turned back around and walked, but still wasn't going any where. I was never able to reach my parents room.



This dream was an on going dream that forever I never really paid attention to, but always had it stuck in my mind, now I went into a deep thought about it and came up with some sybolization on what it all meant.

Me running to my parents was representing support or comfort which i could never get to the point of satisfaction. It can also mean that i am turning into an adult and have to deal with my own problems and not always relying on other people to fix them.

I was oviously scared in the begginging, which can mean scared of whats happening next in life. but then i started slowing down and started walking which represents me being fine and comfortable with how my life is going, or just tired and don't care what happens in life because it has all been the same in the past.

Me looking back might mean me regreting things that i have done, but can't go back to fix things. Me turning around is me excepting the fact that i have made mistakes but i shouldn't linger in the past and just enjoy what is happening now.

The shrooms probably mean that well life will be phychodelic but be responsible for what you do or else you can hurt your self by falling in the boiling green liquid.