silence

The silence kills me. It's when my thoughts build up and I can't stop thinking about life and death. You are to die in a few months. If something was to go wrong i couldn't live with myself. You are my world. All of my friends are based off of you. I am finding you more in my life then i have ever with any one. There even is someone who looks like you. It's a trip.

I am creating a silent war between my body and my mind.

You are my love. I love you and I always will. Sometimes it seems like we are drifting apart from each other. The thought of me and you not knowing each other is the tramatising. We have changed each other making better of us. For the better of the world. For all humanity. Maybe that is going to far but you are the biggest part in my life and I don't want to lose you over something that could save you. You have opened my eyes to a whole new level of humanity. You are my greatest educator.

Thank you.