I want to live a more spontaneous life.
I want danger
I want excitement
I want to stay up late at night in town
I want to go to the mountains
I want to go to the first showing of movies dressed up as a character
I want to swim in a lake
Or go rafting in the river
I want to get lost in a forest and have to find my way out
I want to wander my way to a beach
I want laughter till the point of tears
I want to do some of the dares we all made up last year
I want to paint the city
I want to have a paint fight
And throw paint balloons on white walls
I want to have a powder paint fight
I want to learn to dance
I want to learn different instruments
I want CRAZY moments
I want comfortable awkwardness
I want the sun
I want to travel to places near and far
I want comfort from random people
I want people to leave me alone when I write
I want more art supplies
I want to throw away things that I won't use anymore
And not care if it could be used by someone else
I want to get dirty
And not care about the clothes I'm wearing
I want a spontaneous person to do this with
I want money so I can do what I want
I want to get in trouble
I want new clothes
I want a new environment
I want to meet more interesting people
And stay in touch with them
I want to DO things
Instead of WANTING to do them