About Me
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Question leaving my in "uh"
I find it sad how it's hard for me to answer the question "What is your personal accomplishment?" I sat infront of the computer thinking and really thinking "what is my personal accomplishment?" Nothing popped up. When I was interviewed for a job I was asked "what is your greatest goal that you have accomplished?" I was blind sighted, I couldn't see anything that was so great in my life that I have actually accomplished. This thought makes me sadly wonder, what great accomplishment do I have to tell? I may be overlooking the question, I tend to do that sometimes but, I think something so great should stick to my memory.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
I want to live a more spontaneous life.
I want danger
I want excitement
I want to stay up late at night in town
I want to go to the mountains
I want to go to the first showing of movies dressed up as a character
I want to swim in a lake
Or go rafting in the river
I want to get lost in a forest and have to find my way out
I want to wander my way to a beach
I want laughter till the point of tears
I want to do some of the dares we all made up last year
I want to paint the city
I want to have a paint fight
And throw paint balloons on white walls
I want to have a powder paint fight
I want to learn to dance
I want to learn different instruments
I want CRAZY moments
I want comfortable awkwardness
I want the sun
I want to travel to places near and far
I want comfort from random people
I want people to leave me alone when I write
I want more art supplies
I want to throw away things that I won't use anymore
And not care if it could be used by someone else
I want to get dirty
And not care about the clothes I'm wearing
I want a spontaneous person to do this with
I want money so I can do what I want
I want to get in trouble
I want new clothes
I want a new environment
I want to meet more interesting people
And stay in touch with them
I want to DO things
Instead of WANTING to do them
I want danger
I want excitement
I want to stay up late at night in town
I want to go to the mountains
I want to go to the first showing of movies dressed up as a character
I want to swim in a lake
Or go rafting in the river
I want to get lost in a forest and have to find my way out
I want to wander my way to a beach
I want laughter till the point of tears
I want to do some of the dares we all made up last year
I want to paint the city
I want to have a paint fight
And throw paint balloons on white walls
I want to have a powder paint fight
I want to learn to dance
I want to learn different instruments
I want CRAZY moments
I want comfortable awkwardness
I want the sun
I want to travel to places near and far
I want comfort from random people
I want people to leave me alone when I write
I want more art supplies
I want to throw away things that I won't use anymore
And not care if it could be used by someone else
I want to get dirty
And not care about the clothes I'm wearing
I want a spontaneous person to do this with
I want money so I can do what I want
I want to get in trouble
I want new clothes
I want a new environment
I want to meet more interesting people
And stay in touch with them
I want to DO things
Instead of WANTING to do them
sudden urge
While walking home after a long day at school, I suddenly felt a jolt of joy and weightlessness. A few steps further I found myself humming the tune "singing in the rain" which is quite opposite of today. Today was sunny, warm, and I wasn't singing (for the sake of the people of course). I said hello to strangers walking past me and went right along humming the sweet tune. I wanted to get home immediately so I could sit and let my dear little fingers type away at what they have been urging to do ever since I started humming.
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