i got the taste of the crazies

pain, pain, pain.
annoyances, pain.
warm rain on my back feels so nice.
need to lay down in the rain,
feels so nice.
music, music, music.
the sound of music sooths my head.
sitting in the boat where it rains quietly listening.
relaxing in the boat. hunger.
boredom, pain, annoyances.
walking in the grass, pacing myself.
back and forth i walk. forget.
feels nice, but only for a moment, then more pain.
stressfully walking back and forth, bordering the yard.
im a marker coloring in the box which is the yard.
foot in water. feels so nice.
eyes see hose. idea.
grass is thirsty, give it a glass of water, bucket or water, hose of water.
my feet felt the water and it was complete extacsy.
more, more, more. going overboard.
thigh deep in water. an artificial rain storm
back and forth.
wanting, waiting. puddels
cold rain feels nice but my mind still thinks of warm.
had enough, still want more.
too cold. run to shelter, warm by the fire.
music is nice. pace back and forth in my room,
feeling the music take over my body.
dancing. jumping on my bed. dancing
hunger. pickels..yuck, maybe with tuna.. yum
tea would be nice.
hurry into the boat. nothing but my vest.
raining again. warmth felt good. boat is feeling up.
swimming in the little boat. relaxing in the little boat.
sleep. music comes. sounds so familiar.
lovely noises surround me.
purple is for roalty. i am a princess.
wearing my big necklaces. its raining up. water in my eyes.
half dry. need glasses. scavenger hunt for big glasses. red.
foggy can't see. who needs to see when i feel so nice.
feed me something. tuna sandwhich appears.
eating in the pool
half hidden, half in the open
taste good, i need a break, taste again.
all gone
relax. listen. no pain. leave.
im sane once more.