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"immature is a word used by people who don't know how to have fun"

Thursday, February 26, 2009



i love when i learn an instrument and we can just play music together and sing along to songs we know.

even though you get a lot of shit from family members you are still my favorite.

i see the good in you and all your love for the world and environment.

you are trying to help the world by yourself and really sometimes you don't get the support you need. it saddens me to know that people can be so cruel.

i will help you save this messed up world the best i can so you won't have to go it alone.

someday we will play a whole song together without messing up inbetween.

i love you

teenagers of hell

i am really not liking all the complaining that has been going on in my life. it makes me down and just so annoyed.

  • home
  • siblings
  • daughters/son
  • husband/wife
  • mother/father
  • friends
  • weather
  • clothes
  • food
  • money
  • house/tidiness
  • not having enough
  • vacations
  • school

things like that are extremely annoying, and makes me into a horrible person because i will start to complain. it is the only environment that i am being surrounded in; i am being sucked in to the teenage hell we create.

judgements. that is another really big thing in my life that gets really annoying. do people only judge out loud so they can feel cool or better of themselves. why can't we keep that business to ourselves at least we would feel better about ourselves and we wouldn't start anything with anybody or get the wrong impression with someone. or wouldn't have someones self esteem go down.

that is another typical teenage action that builds the hell we live in.

we start random drama that lasts for a long time even when we think it is gone it really is still in the back of our mind and waiting for the opportunity to spring into action.

we kill peoples self image with only a few words. teenagers are murderers of emotions.

if we see a weakling we automatically charge and go for the kill. and then leave them to feel all the scratches and the bite marks. we leave them feeling hopeless about life.

they were once this shinning little star now have been spit on and walked all over they become dull and people don't see them anymore, they hide behind the crowd finding a way to leave and get away from such hell.

teenagers are angels and demons. we do both good and evil. for mostly no reason except to feel the feeling of having that kind of "power".

the vacuum is on maximum power and sucking every young life into its dark and dusty abyss.

Monday, February 23, 2009

the number 11

michael you have officially cursed me with the number eleven.

i see it all the time now. it's not only 9:11 its all the time dealing with 11.
it's actually really freaking. and sort of funny i guess.

i wonder if time is telling me something and it happens around when it is 11 minutes in. maybe i have to look for signs.
i always look for deeper meaning in things.
it is more fun to think about random things. it keeps your mind occupated from subjects you don't want to think about.