backyard ninjas.....

You guys should come through my backyard more often.

Haha that was fun just those random thoughts you two have.

Ha I love them.

I want them.

You two are so amazing.

Im glad we have eachother and that we are friends.

See you tomorrow.

The Four Agreements

BE IMPECCABLE WITH YOUR WORD
Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.

DON'T TAKE ANYTHING PERSONALLY
Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and the actions of others, you won't be the victim of the needless suffering.

DON'T MAKE ASSUMPTIONS
Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness, and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.

ALWAYS DO YOUR BEST
Your best is going to change from moment to moment, it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse, and regret.


This book has taught me so many helpful things. It has made me wiser and happier.
Definitely a good read.

It really bothers me how bipolar my family can be. Today seemed to be going very good, there were those moments that were just annoying. But it turns into negativity so fast. It seems like they have some dilusional pleasure in fighting and making people hurt badly inside. I try to make things better and put some sense in there mind but it seems to soak out their ears.



I hate how you act like you are fucking god ruler of life and humanity. The truth is you are so low to the ground people could walk over you and not notice anything. When you are in the mode I truly can careless about you, I hate you, and will try to make your life misirable in the most truthful and humaine way. I will tell you shit you probably would never want to hear out of your own child and literally not give fuck. "Your precious first child" is growing up and growing smarter each day. I've found ways to protect my younger siblings so they won't have to go through the shit and torture you put us through. I will literally go rabies style on you both if you ever hurt them for non-excusible reasons. If you ever strike or fight with me I'm going to pack my bags and leave. I know people that will let me stay with them if i need to and there are so many places where people will respect me, let me be me, will never hurt me the ways you have.



I can't and I won't take your shit any more. But I have become so numb and dead that I just do what you want me to do or say what you want me to say because I can't take being put down or hurt anymore.